First Love

I had once heard the saying that a first love never comes true.

It probably wasn't that first loves never came true because they were first loves; rather, lacking experience, you didn't understand a girl's heart, so the odds of it working out were low.

From early childhood, I'd had Setsuna, a peerless beauty, in my own home, and I'd spent my days looking at her, so no matter how cute the girls people called cute were, I never once thought any of them were cute at all.

I was utterly unpopular, and yet fanatically picky about looks; I'd been living a life that ran straight down the highway of virginity.

… Until I started middle school.

In middle school, she was the talk of the place. There's an unbelievable beauty in another wing of the school! they said.

She'd just be a letdown next to Setsuna anyway… I'd been smugly skeptical, but when I saw her, I was shocked. So a girl who could match Setsuna existed in this world…!

From that day on, Maika was on my mind whether I was awake or asleep.

We were in different classes and had no points of contact whatsoever, yet I kept secretly thinking about her, endlessly.

But I was a plain, gloomy guy, and she was the gorgeous number-one beauty of the school. On top of that, she excelled at both academics and sports, was earnest and well-mannered, demure and charming. Both her personality and bearing were good, kind to everyone without distinction… a radiant presence, as if she stood at the center of the world.

A chance for me to get close to a girl like her could never have existed, if not for the stroke of luck of being placed in the same class in third year.

There… thanks to her habit of conversing with everyone equally, I got to talk with her any number of times.

The class formed around her, and even with men risking their lives as her so-called personal honor guard! surrounding her, Maika still made a point of speaking properly even to a misfit like me who couldn't break into that circle…

Maybe because I stuck out the most, in third year I think I got to talk with Maika enough that the others were jealous. Mostly just rambling small talk, though… At some point I'd clearly realized that I liked her, that this was my first love…

I was a gloomy guy who knew his place, so I figured: I liked Maika, but to her I was just one of many people she paid attention to. From the start, I'd given up on getting any closer than that.

… Except, when it came to our future paths…

"I'm thinking of going on to Reido Academy for high school. What about you, Akai-kun?"

She asked me. Reido Academy was a prestigious young master's and young lady's school, and since it had a strong arts program, it was the school I'd been considering for Setsuna.

But for me, with grades only just above the middle of the pack, going there had been beyond my wildest dreams.

"… I'm thinking of going to Reido Academy too."

And yet, before I knew it, I'd reflexively answered like that.

"Really? To think I could attend the same school as you, Akai-kun… that's reassuring. I'm so glad."

For Maika, who smiled at me like that, I threw myself into studying with ferocious intensity.

… And so I cleared the gauntlet of an entrance exam with several dozen times more applicants than spots, passed proudly… and I was at the peak of happiness.

That was when it happened. When Kanan Kazami appeared before me.

My father, cracking a tasteless joke about how his company was going to go bankrupt at this rate.

That if Setsuna and I became her slaves, he'd be saved.

… I prostrated myself before Kanan, begging that I would become her slave, so please at least spare Setsuna.

The year that followed was truly miserable. Still, I had Haru, who was in the same position, to share the suffering with, and there was the salvation of being healed by Maika, whom I could meet in the classroom… If not for that, I might already have been dead.

Those days continued into my second year, and even after Setsuna entered Reido Academy…

And then, with the transfer to this world, everything changed.

Well, let's set Kanan aside for now…

In any case, Maika Yukishiro had been, to me, an out-of-reach, distant, fleeting presence like a snow crystal.

Even so, I had loved Yukishiro-san. Such a faint, first-snow-like first love…

And now, my first love, before me…

"Naoto-kun, what was it you wanted to talk about?"

After school, I had called Yukishiro-san to the classroom.

"… Yukishiro-san."

I tensed up, choking on my words once.

In her uniform, she swayed her long hair, smiling gently, quietly waiting for my words.

In my matching student uniform, I steeled myself and opened my mouth again.

"… Yukishiro-san. I… have always loved you.

"Please, would you… go out with me?"

So saying, I bowed my head.

She… gave a startled gasp, eyes wide, and then… smiled happily, like a flower in bloom.

"I'm so happy… I… have always loved you too.

"… With pleasure. Naoto-kun, please… go out with me."

So saying, she took my hand.

Ahh… I'm so happy.

So this was how happy the moment was when feelings held for so long were finally rewarded.

Or perhaps it was simply that the very fact of having become lovers with the Yukishiro-san I'd long admired was so joyous the emotion was overflowing from my chest.

"I'm so happy, Yukishiro-san…"

I put my arm around her shoulder. Then… I gently, tenderly drew her close. I stroked her hair, and then… softly brought my mouth near.

She, for her part… opened her mouth, extended her tongue, and waited expectantly.

When the tip of my tongue touched hers, she twined her tongue around mine with a slurp.

And then, sloppily and intensely, we exchanged a passionate deep kiss,

slurp, slu-urp…

drinking each other's saliva to our hearts' content.

…Pwah.

After indulging plenty, we parted lips… and with a chuckle, I pointed something out.

"… Maika. The you of back then wouldn't have gone for that kind of lewd kiss, I think. And weren't you calling me 'Akai-kun' back then?"

"… A-ah, s-sorry…"

Yukishiro-san… no, Maika laughed bashfully, like she'd slipped up.

That's right, this wasn't actually after-school at the academy. We were just using a room at the usual inn as a stand-in for the classroom.

Still, since I was finally going to be united with the long-admired Maika, I'd wanted to be united in the form of that first love being fulfilled…

That was a feeling Maika and I shared, a lingering regret.

For that reason alone, I'd even considered returning to the original world.

But there was no need to actually go back; role-playing in the spirit of the original world was more than enough.

This lingering regret was that simple a thing.

"Fufu… well, all right. Already not being able to hold back my feelings… is surely the same now as it was back then."

"… Yes! Ah, Naoto-kun… I'm so happy. To be united with you, the one I've adored for so long, is like a dream…!"

"I should be the one saying that… it's like a dream, Maika. A peerless beauty, kind, earnest, the one I admired more than anyone… to be united with you."

Once again, we kissed. As a matter of course, it was a passionate kiss with lips on lips, tongues twined together.

I… laid her down on the bed. There was no way a classroom would have a bed, but since this was a bedroom, of course there was one.

Well, the small details didn't matter.

"Ah… Naoto-kun…"

With trembling hands, she began to take off her uniform.

I too… was nervous, just like back then. My hands trembled, but I somehow managed to remove my uniform.

Rustle… rustle.

When she shed her blouse and skirt… Maika wasn't wearing a bra or panties. She was in her usual sex clothes.

Spreading her legs wide, she showed me right up to the indecent edges of her cleft.

"Maika… so it's the sex clothes."

I chided her again, just a little.

This ultra-lewd style, with nipples on full display and her pussy visible right up to the indecent parts… as a role-play scenario of the two of us back then, was that really appropriate? Or so I thought.

"But the me of back then… I was convinced I was an earnest, demure person who valued her chastity, after all.

"Even if I'd been able to date you, Naoto-kun, with a misunderstanding like that… I think I would have been reluctant to have sex."

Maika countered with a wry smile.

"So… it was after coming to this world, after I learned just how lewd a body I have,

"and how much I'd been longing for the time I could serve as your slave, Naoto-kun, that…

"I'm offering my body like this, with all my heart.

"That's why… I think this very form is the appropriate underwear-style for being held by you, now."

"… Maika… you're right."

I was convinced. Indeed, as we'd been back then, even if we'd dated… we surely wouldn't yet have been united.

We would have steadily dated for several years, finally started seeing marriage as an option, and only then… that would have been about how it went.

Even so, I'd surely have convinced myself I was happy…

But that would only have been a happiness built atop ignoring the deepest desire of my heart.

"All right, Maika… take it off."

"Yes… Naoto-kun…"

And so, just as I'd told her, she shed her sex clothes.

From the state of being almost entirely visible, she went further, until she was completely laid bare.

"You're beautiful, Maika…"

I said it from the bottom of my heart.

"Ah… I'm so happy… I'm happy… that I can offer everything of myself to you, Naoto-kun…

"If there was a reason I'd been reining myself in as demure and earnest… it was for the sake of offering myself to you, Naoto-kun. All that time I spent valuing discipline existed so that someday I could offer my pure body to the person I loved…"

So Maika murmured, dreamy and entranced.

I… pressed my own lips to those lovely lips of hers.

Chu, kuchu, picha, chu…

The two of us, naked together on the bed, embraced and exchanged hot kisses.

Rero, chu, picha…

I licked Maika's tongue. I lapped at and drank her saliva, and a rich, sweet fragrance spread through my mouth.

It shouldn't have been sweet, but somehow it felt unbearably sweet, strangely mysterious.

But I supposed that was just how a beloved girl's body tasted.

"Ha, aaah… Naoto-ku-un…"

"Maika…"

While embracing Maika, who was making spoiled, sweet sounds, I kissed her over and over.

Her bare breasts pressed against my chest felt wonderful.

"… We're… going to have sex now."

"… Ah… yes. I… Maika Yukishiro… am going to have sex with… Naoto Akai-kun. I'll offer my virginity…"

So Maika declared… ugh, that's lewd.

"Ahh… I'll take it. The virginity you'd cherished… From now on, you're mine."

"Yes… make me your slave…!"

Maika spread both arms wide. Lover, bride… there were any number of other ways to put it. But none of them really made any difference.

I couldn't hold back any longer.

I parted Maika's legs and gazed at that beautiful cleft. Her fair skin was like snow. A pink bud waiting to bloom amid the heaped snow. Maika's secret place gave that kind of impression.

That demure, charming first snow no one had ever sullied… I was going to.

I pressed my penis against that cleft of hers…

Zu… pu.

And then, I inserted my throbbing penis just a little into Maika's vagina.

"Ah… aaah…"

Both of us cried out at the same time.

Even though it was still just the entrance, it was tight. An intense squeezing. Her body temperature seemed a bit lower; it felt cool.

Was it because of her chill attribute, perhaps?

It gave me a unique sort of pleasure, different from what I'd felt with everyone else so far.

This was… I had no choice but to savor it more. I pushed my penis further in… and felt a light resistance. Maika's hymen…

The thing she'd demurely guarded for so long…

Snap…

I broke through with my penis.

"Ha, ah… ah…"

Maika seemed to notice, and let out a hot sigh. After that… there was nothing left between us at all.

So she wouldn't be in pain, carefully and slowly… but surely, I inserted my penis fully into Maika's vagina, all the way to the base.

"… It's in."

"… Ah… I'm so happy…"

Maika… seemed to be in pain. A lot of pain. But she was smiling happily.

For my part… it felt so good it almost felt unfair to Maika, who was hurting.

… In any case, it was tight. An intense squeezing. The force of it was practically tearing my penis apart.

But… it felt good!

The slightly-low body temperature, the unique cool sensation, was different from anything before. A hot pussy had the feeling of swelling up the whole length with intense heat, but this slightly-cool feeling stabbed into the deepest part… pleasure drove right into the core.

Maika alone was wonderfully pleasurable on her own, of course, but if I alternated her with Adelia's hot pussy, going in and out…

How good would that feel? It seemed like it would turn into Fire attribute layered atop an Ice-attribute enchantment, for double the pleasure.

But for now, I would savor Maika.

First, I held still without moving. Maika was probably hurting too, and just savoring her tightness, the sensation of a slightly-low-temperature pussy I'd never tasted before, was… more than enough to make me cum.

"Maika, I'm coming…"

"Eh, ah… even though you're not moving, are you all right…?"

"Yeah, for now… I'm fine. Just like this…"

Throb, throb, throb!

I released hot semen.

"Hyaa! Hot, hooot…! T-this is… Naoto-kun's semen! It feels like it's burning my insides… hyaa, aaaah…!"

Treating it as a Fire-attribute attack, double damage on Maika…

The thought came to me, given how much Maika twitched and reacted to my ejaculation.

"Ha, ah, aaah… Naoto-kun… let it out… inside me… lots of baby seed… is coming out…"

Twitch, twitch…

From that alone, Maika reached climax.

… After just one ejaculation, I'd burned no HP and hadn't softened in the slightest.

"How about it? With my semen as lubricant… maybe it won't hurt even if I move a little?"

Zu… zu…

I tried moving, slowly, slowly.

Th-this was the tough part. Moving sent pleasure even greater than before racing through my entire body; my brain went numb, and I couldn't think of anything.

But I had to check on Maika…

"Ha, aah, ah… y-yeah, it's okay, seems okay… Na-Naoto-kun's, the… rubbing, the hot rubbing, the f-feeling that this feels good… bit by bit, I think I'm starting to understand…"

"… Maika…"

Ahh, then… I could move. I'd already… reached my limit…!

Zupp! Zupp!

I ended up thrusting my hips back and forth violently.

Since it was painful for a virgin, an experienced guy like me ought to be gentler.

… Even thinking that, I couldn't stop right away.

But Maika's face wasn't twisted in pain.

From her loosely-open mouth, drool spilled out along with sweet panting; she seemed to be feeling pleasure.

"… Maika, sorry, it feels too good… I can't be gentle… i-it hurts, doesn't it… I'm sorry…"

"M-mm… still, just a little… i-it does hurt. It hurts, but… when I think it's the pain of Naoto-kun's penis, even that feels good… it's too happy, like a dream!

"Ahh…! Right now, I'm fulfilling the meaning of being alive! I was born to offer my body and heart to you, Naoto-kun, like this…!"

From the fulfillment, from the satisfaction, Maika seemed to be feeling more pleasure than pain.

I was at my limit too.

"Maika…!"

"Naoto-kun…!"

Throb, throb, throb!

And so, I came inside Maika's vagina with everything I had. Far surpassing the first ejaculation, it was an explosive force, as if pouring in all of my feelings…

Into Maika's cool pussy, I poured my hot semen, melting it with my heat.

"Aaaaaah! Inside me, Naoto-kun's… aaah… it's hot…!"

How good must that sensation have felt? Maika screamed and reached climax.

"Maika, congratulations!"

"Congrats nya!"

"Congratulations, Maika-san!"

Clap clap clap…

Applause came from everyone who had been watching over us.

And so, Maika was able to greet a wonderful first time.

Two rounds wasn't anywhere near enough, but doing too much all at once wasn't good, so we paused for the moment.

I pulled out my penis, embraced Maika… and rested.

Maika's crotch was kissed clean by Kanan, and my penis was kissed clean by Adelia, but…

For now, our upper halves were a world for just the two of us.

"Ahh… that was the best, Maika…"

"Mm… I'm at my happiest too…"

Chu, chu… We exchanged kisses again and again. I fondled her breasts, embraced her gently…

We savored the afterglow of sex together.

"I… am truly happy I came to this world… Kanan, Adelia, thank you."

Maika murmured that, dreamily, from the bottom of her heart, looking utterly happy.

Maika's happiness and mine… were perhaps one and the same.

I couldn't help but love many women. I loved every woman present here.

But if Maika, too, felt deeper happiness because of everyone else being here as well…

Then she was truly fitting as the woman I loved, an ideal person.

"Maika was my first love, the one I'd long admired, the one I'd long loved…

"But getting to know you well, understanding so much about each other, now… more than back when I was just admiring you…

"I love you."

I'd ended up bashful and stumbling over the words, but… I said it.

"I… love you too. Naoto-kun…"

I kissed Maika once more…

"So then, one more round, okay?"

"… Just one?"

"… Sorry, ten on second thought."

"Ten!? … Kanan… Adelia…"

Caught by surprise, she turned to the two with experience.

"It's all right, Maika. The first time, just the fact that you're having sex with Naoto makes you happy, and even with the pain, that alone is enough to make you cum, right?

"But once you stack up three, four times, it gets better and better.

"You start finding the in-and-out of penis in pussy unbearably good.

"Once you reach that point, ten rounds will fly by. You'll want more, and more… but your stamina will reach its limit and you won't be able to move; that's the kind of state you'll end up in!"

"… R-really…? I-if this pain settles down, that'd be nice, but…"

Even after hearing Kanan's words, Maika still looked uneasy, but…

"Hyaa, ah, aaaah… t-this is… it feels good! It feels good! Pussy, penis, going in and out, feels good!"

After my third ejaculation, by the fourth, Maika suddenly awakened to pleasure and began panting wildly.

"… Good, you're fine now."

"Hyaa, ah, aah… I-I'm not… fine, this much pleasure… I'm going crazy, my head, hyaa, electricity, sparks! It's going zap, zap!

"I can't stand this, I'm coming, I'm coooooming!"

Throb, throb, throb…

Splash, shaaah…!

Maika peed at the same time as climaxing.

"Hyaaa, aaah… haa… s-such a thing… pee, even I'm leaking pee… when I saw everyone leaking pee, I… had been intending not to leak…"

"Nya nya, can't be helped nya. Going to the toilet partway through is impossible nya.

"We'll all clean it up, so… Maika should just enjoy the rest without worrying nya."

"A-ahh… thank you… but, the rest, if pleasure this strong continues, I'll die, I'll die…!"

"You're fine. If you can still talk that fluently, you've got room to spare. As expected of Maika."

"Hyaa, ahyi, hi-iii…!"

"Maika, Maika, it feels good… Maika…!"

Zupp, zupp, zupp…

"Fufu… look at Naoto, completely lost in it. But… it's the Maika he'd long admired he's having sex with. Of course he is. Congratulations, Naoto… I'm happy that you're happy…"

"Nya nya, congratulations, Goshujin-sama nya～ Adelia is happy too nya～"

Everyone's blessings vaguely reached my ears, and I was very glad of them, but…

Right now, devouring Maika was everything.

Ahh… it feels good, it feels good… I couldn't think of anything else.

I had become like a machine that just swung its hips, devoured pleasure, and ejaculated, lost in devouring Maika's insides, ejaculating… over and over.

Between rounds, everyone cleaned us up, and we were straight back to the next.

And then…

Throb, throb, throb, throb!

A copious release.

"A, aaaah…"

The sensation of pleasure built up across my entire body releasing all at once was unbearable, no matter how many times I felt it.

A deep satisfaction ran through my whole body… all right, one more…

"Naoto-san, that's enough. That just now made ten."

"… Eh, already!?"

I was startled when Leone said it. Surely not that many… no, thinking back, I had indeed done it ten times.

It didn't feel like that many…

"But, even Maika is at her limit. Look, with that last one, her consciousness has flown…"

Maika had been letting out pleasure-filled cries until just moments ago, but she was now slumped over, fainted dead away.

"… Yeah, then let's take a break.

"… Thank you, Maika. It felt very good… let's keep this up from here on out, okay?"

I gave Maika a light kiss, deciding to let her rest for a while.

"… All right, then Adelia, come."

"Nya."

"Maika's was a bit cool… I wanted to try what would happen if I went into the contrasting Adelia next…

"… O-oh, ohhh! T-this is… hot, uwaah!"

Throb, throb, throb!

"Nya nya, the moment you put it in nya."

"T-this is yabai… it feels too good…!"

I'd thrust into Adelia once more.

"Aaah…"

Yabai… it felt too good. I'd never liked everyone's way of using the word "yabai."

It made it hard to tell whether something was good or bad…

But this was yabai. It wasn't about good or bad anymore; "yabai" was the only word for it.

I lost myself in devouring pleasure.

… Being able to share love with Maika like this, I'd come to taste an even greater happiness.

This happiness was going to keep growing greater and greater from here on.

That much was beyond any doubt.

But guarding it was hard, losing it was a moment's work, and there was no taking it back.

That I was standing on such a harsh, hellish battlefield was something I must absolutely never forget.

Holding my beloveds tight, savoring my happiness, I renewed that resolve once more.